tell me how beautiful i am????

most of time we met , u were annoyed coz i was lost in the nature. though still i can read ur eyes, expecting the same thing as the first few on our first meeting " tell me how much beautiful I am?" if i am not saying please dont mind.

but i think u hv taken all my approach in wrong way.yes i agree i am crazy in someway when u comes in picture.but believe me .there is nothing which can force me to do that except something special which u hv and i find in nowhere else.and the fact which i like about is that.u try to be arrogant and dont caring grl who dont care about anything except she just wanna live her life enjoying with all the fans the guys who r crazy about u....even with ur so called believed u hv that expectation and u r trying to pretend that.but this is not really what u r frm inside .u dont want to be beautiful and a charming grl a matter of attraction among all the people near by u.this is not u ever wanted.. then y r u pretending like that.may be u disagree by my observation which i hv done through my last year becoz in my last yr the ever best thing i can ever assume to have just u?????samjhi.if u r thinking i am crazy about u buzzing all the times . u remember before we get close to each other u were rude humiliating and proudy on ur beauty and scarcastic reply ..then u may assume u r right but for truth i can say.if u r thinking i always buzz u becoz u r very pretty gorgeous lady ..then u r wrong u hv been in metro ,u 'll definitely feel sometimes very odd in front of other grls ..y u r trying to be like this is not u r in real.u r grl who is very intelligent ..but by god grace hv some kind of attraction not becoz of ur beauty ..but more becoz the way u perceive this life frnds world is really amazing..i must say that if this prettiest lady dont have that then i dont care..but i must say that ..i do care about the lady who resides inside u..am i am really crazy my frnd for that lady..not in a way as u can think..but moreover..a grl who likes to do something very special in life but in competition to other grl and may be being arrogant of her intelligence and beauty..she is behaving like a normal grl.if this is really u,then ..i dont care ...but i do care of u my love, my life who wants to be a grl that can find her dreams but without playing or hurting one...
see now there is two option ..first if u wanna to feel that u r most gorgeous lady for which every guy will feel like dying and they may propose u ..but they will be loving a grl with a beauty irresistible then how long they can admire...then ??????/second thing which i observe about u is more about is not what ur looks..coz there is no end to beauty sorry for being harsh...and after this ,i am sure u wont reply ,u think anyone has enough time to buzz u all the time inspite of all ur replies that atleast i can guarantee dont seems to be good instead they seems to be to rash, rude nonsense.
i wish u could understand . in the start even i dont have and bad intention..neither at present i am ..but i think u r going in a wrong way..so as a wellwisher as a frnd i suggest that..i have told like this ..not becoz i expect u to reply or think about me.... ...and thats y i feel ..i shud admonish like like a frnd ..i dont consider myself as no more than a frnd , a well wisher at all. i havent appreciated beauty if i wud have done that that surely u wont be my grl today. so plz concentrate what u want..n go ahead thatas usual whenever u feel alone ..find noone besides u..just look around u ..a wellwisher like me always be there in plenty..but u shud understand some thing..u are always a mysterious thing to ur frnds and wellwsiher..and always able to win their favours best one.... so just think about this n go for ur dreams...we all wellwishers are there to help u..i wish i cud hear the best things which we wish to hear abt u ..go ahead and gud luck my dear lady.......and whatever bad u can beheave ..i 'll be always same for u...apppreciating for the things and admonishing for bad things... ....coz..we all care for u more than anything else...may be this sound really absurd to u......but i mean by that

Dad: tell me what is the world it is part 2

you see sun wakes you up each morning without getting late. in night the moon uncle will come and make you sleep with fairy tales. rains are coming and going by time. each living and dead has its state and predefined behaviour, they are so disciplined. oxygen molecules knows what to produce when it reacts with hydrogen, how these behaviours are so exceptionally well defined, without any flaws. and all the world is just created by few micro element like electrons protons and neutrons exectra. the world is controlled by three forces, gravitational, electromagnetic and nuclear. and time and 3 D space and few others creates a multidimensional playground. where rules are set, and the rules to change the rules gradually are also set.but any moment of time and space they all are in equilibrium state and having undetectable factors inculcating seeds of new changes. and over centuries it takes to realize the change.so you see nature is so controlled and disciplined. who has defined these laws and created these micro particles and forces and domensions. and who has defined the rules.There should be some one, some power. you see one day if there is no traffic inspector, signals get chocked.whole chaos.There must be someone who has created all planets. but the beauty is that he has created the plateform defined the rules and game is going on and become deadly and furious.but it s really beyond my mind too , many names can be given but how we define the multiple personna ,beaviour and thoughts of almighty and say mine is true and rest are false. if that is the case then i must say its not the real picture it just how ours religious gurus have perceived. and perception can be biased and always tries to define all things under the constraints we are living thinking and knowing mentally, intellectually.and redefining of these is much more succumbed to selfishness.








so when the civilization started ages ago before that there was even the human is not well equipped, not so intelligent, and has to fight for survival. If you say GOD loves man, that s true, but how can we say he can love only human and created all things just for him. i believe whatever is being created with great effort , creator can not hate anyone. he loves all dead and living things that s also true. He just wants the game to go on.

he is sitting in his lab and created few species with different senses, intelligence and emotions in various proportion with some fixed behaviours and enough space for certain behaviours to grow, and some dead things with fixed well defined unchangeable behaviours. so these species have to survive and the only help is they have to know how to use the dead and leaving things in a better way.all living races has few weakness common- hunger, thirst ,senses to observe the surrounding, practice, reasoning and sexual desire and a feeling of domination. all species have observed developed some habbits and behaviour to do hunting, living and surviving in wild nature. Luckily human race was one quality extra then other species, the biggest weapon slef centric Quest unsatisfiable one and fast pace learning . Man strated observing the things the nature with his senses and started explaining them.even inside the human race the magnitude of these varies a lot. few are powerful, a few are intelligent.

In the wild nature,like most of the species they realize it hard to survive alone in fornt of some wild animals, so they started making groups to make hunting. they group together because of their needs.Gradually they find that leaving in group has ensured safety towards some other wild species. they started overtaking other few species like Dog, horse, hen, birds, cow, elephants. they invented wheel, fire and metallurgical knowledge to make the weapons to help them in hunting and exploring natural resources. while these developments were going on. few man played bigger role and they were treated as leaders of the community. now the quest to make their life a little easy was almost done.

Many species were like suppressed. GOD was watching , but he smiles because he never start a begining without a reason big or small and without an end. Each begining has a seed of end with itself. up to certain time the growth is dominating in between the seed of end starts getting nourished from the growth of begining and at one day, the begining will have an end. He knows that Human race is no exception. all other race will come to an end by other predator, but human race will come to an end by its own.and u know what was that quest to win everthing.if man wanted to win and rule on everything just to satisfy his esteem it may survive , but bad part is that in this he is not leaving his equal race also. selfishness is not crime each species must have to survive in this wild nature all species have selfishness and some level of intelligence, but they have not learn to clup these two tightly except human. selfish extreme mind has no remedy . greed, self centric extreme ego are all just the derivates .

as usual there were some good and bad characters here also. they started to think how can they live a more sceure and better life against the natural calamities . and for that they need to understand the nature and the quest to know the nature and surroundings begins.when they see many wild things like strom or flood etc and some well disciplined natural things like sunrise sunset, and whatever they were not able to explain that were like a myth, ignorance and this ignorance has created myths of some natural power . and this behaviour still exist at present inspite of being so knowledgable and and in this survival of fitest they have excelled.

this myths were not created just like that. these good minds has the biggest challenge to save the human race and do betterment for them. most of human are not sheep they dont understand the things and tehy have time to thing they are happpy with themselves and their family. no thought for welfare of human as race .

these god minds started exploring the nature. so to make a common man understand they created some stories with good knowledge. they have done humnaification of natural powers. coz it s impossible for a man to believe that why sun is risisng and setting on time without knowledge of astronomy. why flood is coming. why trees are necessary, why the epidemic is happening . so now u understand, if u wont , think this how will u make a small kid understand what is moon.still u see though over ages the overall intelligence level has been increased but still parents dont explain the kids what is moon they give a story like u should not roam in dark else the ghost will come.

so this techniques has been used from start. the nature is full of predators.

they started the things in small building blocks and set the rules for that and this is called family.in nature one relation is universal and thats of mother and son. but this has a drawback that females are weak compare to male in most of the species.then the survival of new born baby is tough. u can see many species te survival rates is very less. they survive coz females given hundreds or even thousands eggs and still only few survives in single digit. and in human race also female is weak in strength and the production capability is not that much . so the male person has to share this responsiblity expamle u can see the lions. but good mans wants just to get the kid survived but also some spirit and learnings.so the concept of father where a father and mother has responsiblity of kids to make them a competent and capable over other species. If some casuality happen to someone who will take care of the others, so they created some concepts of relatives.why not even intelliegnt animal like Ape. animal have the concept of uncle aunt and others. They found out that the if siblings can allow to reproduction, can be dangerous.so in some religion u can find still that u can mary ur aunty siblings , in few religions u can not. and even in some u can not marry in same gotra( ancestors) and so they created social values.Good mans understand that the life should be systematic and how to avoid some bad practices, habbits , deeds, and how to inculcate healthy body mind . so they analysed and created the few rules and this is the pave for foundation of religion.

and now they want some kind of administration for that they elected fews who has the responsibilities to guide the society and keep on changing the things ad time demands for welfare of human race.

now man is slave of selfishness. selfishness derives many other form like greed, ego, possessiveness, publicity.

what is greed : thinking and acting of selfishness unreasonably with respect to needs , ability or society with a thought of making yourself benfitted more than desired in long term.



how does that get many is nothing just a mental block. coz this world is so uncertaion, and there are still few uncontrollable factors

Dad: tell me what the world is

what could be the threats to human race, human race can survive but it s better to think of humanity, can principles and ethics , basic pillars of Humanity can survive. When we see the world today what can we guess, just a lot of myths as barrier for us, like religion, money, and human race-instincts

what is religion : do the myths of GOD and angels hold veracity??

who has created man and this world, all creatures, each micro and macro dead and living things, who has created them, now a days man is trying to build intelligent computers and we can just see that in last 100 years of research has given the power to create a artificial man called robots which can talk walk, ya but not efficient and fully controlled and a human body. definitely next few 100 years after we will be able to achieve better and better results, a carricature one step closer to human body and mind. so all this shows there is some knowledge and some information through which this can be done. then how does this world has come into existence. who has defined such rigorous, robust and unbreakable laws of astronomy, physics, chemistry. Even each dead elements have some properties and some behaviours. all these details can hold truth that there is something, some power that has defined all rules and created dead and leaving things, with their fixed defined state , behaviours and some rules to produce derivatives under each possible influencing factors from each others. so let us assume yes there is someone.

so if there is someone then, he is the only one or a lot many such almighties exists.

but one thing for sure that he is unbiased, he has set up the game and defined some rules and he is sticking to that. he has designed such an intelligent planets, materials , living things that they are well balanced and depends on each others.

let us go back to the ages, where the first human has been evolved by culmination of natural and chemical, cosmological reactions. all religious facets says that there were two human one male and other female. let stick to that. now these two were left alone in the wild nature. Nature is wild and that s why it has everlasting beauty, because wild means chaos, entropy, randomness and random things has so many ways and flavours to create change and accommodate that. its hard to predict any concrete behaviours, it is defined in statistically and statistically the things take very slow changes hard to figure it out even in long periods of time, but it keep on changing per elements to retain the group behaviour almost identical , but still induces a tine st change hard to observe leading to change and variation in group behaviours over long long time.

so now the fact is that there were a male and female must be there at the first . let us avoid the questions how when why. now they were in wild nature. no relation, civilization, religion nothing were there at that time. just two individual trying to survive within this wild nature full of natural predators. imagine how the wild nature cna be at that time when nothing of our modern knowledge and tools were exist. they dont know about fire wheels . they started hunting animals to survive. they started observing the nature and start learning the things. they have produce their kids . they

there is no god

there is no God,

still we think becoz life full of odds

no dare to face the reality

and d believe of imperfect world

whr good things get what they deserves not always

out of thousands just still known r few..

then why still we hope for so.

christ to come , shiva to do tandav dance.

all we need is illusion, a myths so called,

coz there so chaos and nature so wild

truths of human and humanity so bitter

and all roots and thoughts so jolt'd

unumerous factors beyond control,

we need someone to blame for,

to soothe our minds with the thought

that happens coz so helpless we r

u were suppose to intevene, so almighty u r

when the things goes wrong,

if things are fine, happy with that,

giving a few bites of credit to thou

coz human is weak and so selfish

thats y there is jesus and POPE.

would have been there a almighty

then why so different religions and faith,

it just the conclusion we have perceive

having mental blocks not with open heart,

few great have established the thoughts and faith

now explained by some biased and selfish Pandits

coz still i believe, truth is GOD,

and cannt have more than just one meaning

then y so many GODs, so many clash

so many mind blocks ..

i wish we cud free from myths of GOD,

so get over all our weakness and mental blocks

there wont be any pain, or clash.

I know there s no GOD

open the Gate my lord

God please open the gate my lord.
your son has come till so far.
tired but victorious this son of yours
needs to rest and sleep after all chases done
please hold my hand and give me rest  oh my lord!
waiting thr at gate of heaven,
till the night passes by.worrying shivering all the choas
the angel come and ask
do u deserve u think this.
i told yes i do by heart n soul

keep riding throughout rise till dust n dawn.
given a nature so wild and hard to survive
conquered untouched air land, sea space,
over beautiful and rough of all the nature
trevalled accross miles by miles and now life is easy.
tamed the wild, build the bridge
harvest the barren to fill the billion mouths
landed on moon, explores the black power
solved the time space reality
now we can be god clone the genes
lord!learnt the lesson with stumbled each forgone
enjoyed all the way ,failure and success
try to do the best we can in the nature so wild,
bringing some smiles to few faces and
tears to few odd some we believe deserves.
now i am tired and happy with all
you told all dead or alive is made for us
so now see ur wild nature is now tamed
the journey i have with sword and embracing.
thus i believe i am proven ur worthy son

human is my favourate son and yes
i made all dead and alive just for you
I'm happy that u have used overall
trees, creatures , dead living and all 
created gr8 building,warheads and black
u neither conserve nor preserve my creation
tell me is there any take without give.
tame the pet for agri then why
many at the edge fo extinction.
to just find the clone or invent a ur race has taken
by you millions years and untired effort to do,
how much effort i have put to create all this.
i am happy very great techiee u r
discover'd the process of air and water.
then tell me how much it cost to create
the clean air and water on earth
can nt you see how much i love u and
all this i has given just for free
u master the time and space and magic the black
still do u have right u  destroy that
u bring the smile on the faces but whom,
can u say that was unbiased and at par
just a land i have given u
u made the borders and fought on name of patriotism
one identity and race i have given
you create minuscule, religion and does the havoc
u fought and killed each other,
just for sake of land and matter
have u seen an artist, how much the love
he do to his creation by more
this world was the stage and the earth my magnum opus
 deceit,exploit all the way do nt u think this way
how i feel about my creation.
there is no heaven, earth was the one
mysterious, beautiful vivid wild full of life
u destroyed the heaven i have given
for the shake of an illusionary hall, made it hell
then tell me from where i can get u the another heaven.