why we talk silence most of the times

sitting together, the best we share is just the silence and some cliches.
why when we used to speak a lot, create fun , masti, then why we talk silence we are together.
I talked to many girls, with all flirts, and sincere appreciation and well-known lies and i was cherished , and was loved more and more.
but when it comes to serious business, we are just silence. because i think, relationship takes a sharp change from flirting to serious business. and the transition is a silence. I don't to lie or flirt anymore with you, but can flirt with others but not with you. we can talk either past , present future , lies or truth or some wonderworld affairs.
i can not talk past coz,  such a lovely lady must be having lot many stories which i won't deny to listen but yes i 'll feel jealous. present we can not talk much coz we are late a little bit, and moreover hardly anytime left  she is flying. future is uncertain and moreover we are like puppets drawn by the strings of our ego and destiny. I can n't lies and don't have any reason to say the truth coz you have not given me a reason yet.and spirituality does mean only when i am self contained and satiated. and i must say i am still half incomplete.

so it is better let us talk silence. silence is the most powerful language, it can express anything, just what you need is the apt to use this weapon.

caio principessa

ciò che si 'll fare, io la vicinanza stretta tra le mie braccia e ti abbraccio. Ho appena sussurrare qualche parola nelle orecchie .. sei incredibile e non voglio ogni momento di perdere fino a quando io sono con uu e me solo, freddo calma spiaggia con docce a pioggia e raffiche di frizzante ci breeze.and entrambi sono seduti insieme tenendosi per sdraiato sulla sabbia, a guardare all'orizzonte, dove l'alba e il crepuscolo utilizzati per svolgere un scorci romantici, con il nostro modo di condividere e nascondere i nostri sguardi in questa luce fioca.
avete sempre una scelta, se vi piace tutte queste scene o immaginazione, tranne il volto di un ragazzo, può facilmente essere sostituito da una cari, come u potrebbe avere molto caro
Purtroppo non può essere uno di loro

my ego the ultimate impasse

my ego the ultimate empasse what else i can say.
if my love u want to hear which is more important ego or love.
i'll difinetly choose ego.
becoz what i am, i am and and this is what my ego makes me like that.
a very polite , down to earth person, but within an infinite boundary except  a very limted area, inside the wall, i am like a rock. otherwise anyone will enjoy greater freedom, solemnity 
in one way i think she is right, but sorry i feel bad,  just it was going in natural way. but life is and must be well mix right and wrong, and we have every right to choose them well, we want to make composition out of it for our life,i am and i have right for my principles no compromise at all, but wrong for minuscule things. so i think it is not that much bad. i can not help in that.
my ego is more than anything in the world, becoz this is what i have earned a ego being a man of destiny with full of odds and still maintaining the ritual of goodness.
if she has to be mine, she has to sacrifice all the things, becoz i cannot , becoz it will affect the purpose the peoples for i am living.
so it is up to you, yes or no, i am like this as do by all means what i am.
accept me or reject me i have given lot many extra times to just study you, just becoz it is good to have some companion in a long way of life but without compromising on what i means to do, and my personality gives me that affect, may be with time it can adapted but no compromise on destiny.
you are the lady of free will and choice and so it is up to you. so let me leave everything on fate.
no call no talk, no coffees no bare looks, just a calm walk of spheres of life .
i can not sacrifice my ego and my purusartha, becoz this is what i am ,without which i am zero. u must perceive ur own, so we both are well independent in all walks of life and well matured imbibed with sense of free will, so let us pursue it.
 and i am decided i am fine the way i am ,i dont want to change that s all. may be a dictator or what, but this is the egoistic with no harm, a greatest creation of almighty that i have.
so bourjorno principessa,

will you mind?

will you mind if i say, get lost from my eyesight,
go to hell whenever possible, i hate thy face of yours
when i am awake and near by you, eyes keep on searching some face.
get tired by this, even now i close my eyes , just to feel darkness.
the more you came like sunshine , oh GOD, to hell with you.
i have lost control over my eyes, get controlled by some those ugly mocking eyes
i hate
i absolve my mind....
what you 'll do, if i close you tight in my arms and hug you. I just whisper a few words in your ears .. you are amazing and i don't want any moment to miss as long as i am with u, just u and me and cool calm beach with drizzling showers and sizzling gust of breeze.and we both are together sitting holding each other lying on sand, staring to the horizon , where dawn and twilight used to play a romantic glimpses with the way we share and hide our glimpses in this dim light. but you always have a choice, if you like all these scenes or imagination except the face of a guy I won't mind, it can easily be replaced by a dear ones, as u may be having lot of dear one. unfortunately i may be not one of them

why we are more like an animal

why i am becoming more like an animal?
when the world around us makes us feel beaten,
not by virtue that they have won, but by the fact that
we never take it laud their defeat nor our victory, just calm cool , polite silence we all have as answer.
and here the drama goes, the world tries to make an impression
i am wrong not because i am wrong, but because they are more wrong than me
and they need a scapegoat , who can be better than a silent cool, unprovoked creature like us.
they are weak, they need to be supported , but they won't say a formal good words
they will keep on criticizing your attitude and deeds, yet they need it most to get their survival
so the world full of parasites like this, need to be enjoyed by the altar bleeding with our soul
and we are the soul giving it what it deserves a glory , a life, a mechanism to let the whole world survive
yes this is be are, more like an animal , a goat. that need to be sacrificed for sake of others.
and thus the masihaa rises again to fulfill this desire to bear this world, he has to be crucified hard and hard than ever , bearing the pains like hell, bleeding tearing soul ,and the story goes on, and masihaa will be crucified again. the cycle can not stop, if it stops, the whole world will be shaken by its threads and roots, and the Colosseum will collapse.

land of Edengarden to the heaven

why you tease me like this, when you know , i won't react much.
you are frank, but still i won't say the words so easily.
your comments your mockery hurts me, same as your playing eyelashes does.
Why you keep on talking something that inferred to a common mind as desire to go beyond.
Though I am very bad animal in the way your imagination can think and fascinates about that.
but really bad animal i am.
but still i won't react when you started talking something dubious in speculative way.
you know what i feel after all this. there has to be a common space-temporal destiny may be for a while.
but it has to be there. coz the way you are burning , you make me feel burn.
the way you smile , your lips so red and juicy. it needs to be taste.
and there has to be a common stand, may be one of those which our imagination can perceive.
cues and lures are killing softly, and i'll not disclose the propensity of my desire and the plethora of a game which we will play to eternity, but there has to some amazing start, i don't want it to ba  just like any other common for such a phenomenal unison we will enjoy, till that very special moment, let us wait,
and you will get guess what heaven , a journey from land of Edengarden to the heaven .