will u be with me always??

will u with me always??
how can i answer your questions. It is You who can better understand. If you realize your situation , u can find the answer for both of us. we are from different planets i know..our natures , attitude faiths, believes are going to create barrier miles long..we will be constriant within our social limits , and may be we were not able to move a feet..but still we will be like the moon and earth..looking at , appreciating  and taking care of each other with sweet everlasting memories in our heart

पास मेरे क्यों कभी आती नहीं

जान  एक  वो   है  शर्माती  सी जो .... पर पास  मेरे  क्यों कभी आती  नहीं
एक  जान  मुझमे भी  है कुछ  तड़पती  सी  ..जो  कम्बक्त   क्यों कभी जाती  नहीं .....
मिले  इसको  राहत कैसे  कुछ  पल ही सही  ......ऐसा  फिर  क्यों एहसास  वो जतलाती  नहीं ....
खैर  दर्द  ही  बन  गए है वो जो अब की   ..क्यों ये दर्द ही सही बन दवा असर  दिखलाती  नहीं

i am the one or u talk like this with everyone

whenever i say something u smiles, you seems happy,and finding no way amidst the crowd u just smile and blush with your eyes corner. i cud see nothing special but the fact that there is a beginning of the like and confidence.
i am happy with that. but suddenly she asks "this is the way u talk to everyone".
"i used to be quite formal except few instances and especially with someone rare."
what else i can say.
u seems to be amazing one, whenever i see u smiling i feel like being at  cloud 9. when u look into my eyes with smile, it really penetrates deep inside my heart a i cud just say what is a creation u r of almighty with well amalgamated mix of intelligence beauty and charismatic persona in such a way even i feel jealous of o sometimes.So i try to give the best possible of me and at the same times try to get some smile an peace solace for me.i don't think that is crime.
I am universally unrestricted unchecked and unconstrained, but u are not. so i tried the bet possible way u can understand and assimilate the aroma of both of us, without getting any ill thought or suspicion nourished.

i have n't say anything wrong or biased. if u say i am biased then u r the one who make me to think biased.SUPPOSE if say it is way i am talk to u only. then does it make any difference. all my talks just make u realize that u r special to me some way which  hard to find so i would like to keep as much as part of you with me as long as possible, though we are destined to different destiny.
and suppose if i say i talk this way to all then which is not . then why you are asking, i am yours and would like to be as much as yours the way you to get out of me t.o the extent of ur desire.thn u r safe right..then why this question, i guess either u are feeling jealous or afraid to share the recipe of mine with the world.

what wud u say?

if i say first breeze of air and first rays of sun,


first showers of rains ,every single day of me

reminds of you like a glimpse far from past

penetrating my minds layer by layers

carving the canvas full of snaps of yours

scrubbing all the things but inflicted by you

scribe your name on each and every where

with your smile innocent one but with viscid blush ,

the more i try the more i find hard to belie

what we both meant to be destined

i could see the love all around me

full of touch and feelings so more

i feel now without you i am no more